Solely.

This past week has been one of the most happiest weeks of my life. I believe it's because I have finally realized that I respect and truly love myself 100%. I spend a huge chunk of my time alone and last night I saw Lorde in concert.....alone. It was amazing to take myself out on solo dates and not feel awkward or crippling social anxiety. I realized this week that I genuinely enjoy doing things alone and i've made it a new goal to take myself out once a week, just me. I think it's healthy to build and maintain a relationship with yourself as you will have the longest relationship with...well yourself. I've spent many months trying to find what I thought was needed when all along I just needed the love of myself, not of others (tinder and okcupid dudes, i'm talking to you). I'm currently laying in bed with both of my windows and blinds open as it's absolutely gorgeous outside and the feeling I currently have is one of peace and excitedness. I'll keep this post short because there's so much I have to say about this newfound freedom and love but in the meantime i'm ready......to be me.